Friday, December 3, 2010

Oh, how I'm breaking down - Twenty

After what seemed like an eternity, the doctor finally came and spoke to me.

"She has long term amnesia. She doesn't remember anything dating up to about a year and a half ago, she took a serious bump to the head on that plane. She's lucky to be alive." The doctor said as he looked over his test results, "Now, her memory may clear up a bit after she's back on her feet, but I wouldn't count on it."

"Thank you, sir." I said nodding my head slightly. "Can I go see her? There's a few things I need to explain to her."

"Go ahead" the doctor said and nodded in the direction of her room.

I slid the glass door open quietly, and saw Jasey lying down with tears in her eyes, terrified.

"Taylor, thank god you're here!" She said jumping into my arms, punchering a hole in my heart. "Please, please tell me what's going on."

"You have amnesia, Rae" I say, as tears begin to fall from my eyes, "the doctor said it dates back a year and a half ago"

She looked immensly confused, and I could tell a part of her was breaking.

"Theres something really important I need to tell you Jasey." I said, grabbing her hand and holding onto it my my dear life.

She was almost too shocked to speak, but she managed to quietly utter out: "What is it?" in a voice barely above a whisper.

"About a year ago.." I paused and squeezed her hand even tighter, "Mickey.. we he.." I couldn't say it. I couldn't make her hurt all over again.

"He what Taylor?!" She said, her breath getting faster and faster as her eyes welled up with more tears. I couldn't do this to her. "Taylor!"

"He had a heart attack."

Her eyes widened and now both of us were in full on tears. She leaned her head on my shoulder as loud screams and cries escaped her delicate mouth. All I could do was cry back and rub circles on her palms. I felt completely and utterly useless, and the girl I loved was shot straight back into her depression.
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  1. I feel so bad for both Taylor and Jasey. The current situation for them is absolutely horrible and no one should have to go through something this terrible.

    This chapter was really touching and heart-felt. I hope that she is able to get through everything and be happy once again.

    Great update. Can't wait for the next chapter.

  2. This reminds me of Charlie St. Cloud, and a little bit of The Notebook. It's going to be so hard for Taylor to explain to Jasey about what happened to Mickey, and it's going to be tough for Jasey to just hear about everything that has happened in the last year and a half. I wonder how much Taylor will tell her.

    I feel bad for both of them, how will they get through this... Amazing update, can't wait for much, much more.

  3. So basically.... I stumbled upon this tonight and got hooked right away (I read all 20 parts). I even got a log in just so I could tell you this is amazing! I have fallen in love with your Taylor. SO good! Keep it up!